“Impulse but controlled”
There is another good way I find to have fun now. It is a combination of impulsive, but controlled actions. I find schedules very tedious now and honestly they don’t teach me anything. But good impulses, such as walking (I did so today) really make a difference in terms of mental and physical stimulation.
Of course, this is all just high phaluting talk for: that was really quite fun. And it was. Fun for me is best when I can relax, but also challenge myself in some way. Sometimes it’s a physical activity, most of the time it is some puzzle or game I try to figure out. Sometimes, I make games for myself. I hide the keys on myself quite frequently. Most of the time, it is just an attempt for me to remember next time.
I have to always be trying to find new ways to be alive. There are so many out in the world that I feel some people forget which ones work. I think the real answer is they all work. Nobody can be alive but you, and only you can relate your experiences to others. Fun is a vague word and can have many definitions. But if you are having fun, then the fun people are having in relation to you is taken in perspective.
Today was a good day.